0439

Things will never be the same between us. You seem to think that we're ok, but we're not. WE will never be. The Bosses will forever cut you down. You will answer to them and only them. You will never be your own person. I feel trapped. I am losing myself piece by piece, day by day. He does not listen or respect. He does not make me feel like I'm his other half. I don't think we will last very long. How can you possibly feel so strongly about someone you've never met? Yeah I think I'm done. It makes me depressed to be around you. I want to quit hib. Its just to weird. I will never own animals. Why? Shit! Why did you have to do that to me today? I was doing so good! But now I've got things going through my head that I thought I was over. 4008 is the magic and tragic number. It keeps kicking me off the Internet! The iPhone is overrated! 179 people here but not one of us has anything interesting to say?! So alone yet so not alone. I do love this place. I'm tempted to quit going there, but I'll never be able to tear myself from hib. Its avery addicting place. It hurt to see you in there today. Do you even come here anymore? Is there any point in me coming here? And I suppose I owe you a CONGRATULATIONS (??) on getting the H of T! Good luck! Oh well, I suppose I should have expected running into you there. Afterall it is where it all started. Just when I think I'm letting go, you litterally pop back in. That place is what started it all, odd the timing, isn't it? How will this work? We cannot be there at the same time. Did you know that I'd be there? I didn't say anything on purpose. Don't expect me to, you said that it had to end. So I'm letting it end. I've got the day off of work, the sun is shining and my husband is home safe and sound! I'm so happy! I cannot wait for Friday at 5:35 pm!! "There's a girl I'm sure I love, yet she is so far away. I miss you. I don't want to miss you."
Ditto! But I will never forget. And oddly my "someone" is someone I've never actually met. Forgotten by someone you could never forget. Yeah, agree. That's what I'm afraid of. People be writtin' stuff on here and I feel as if they're totally speaking to me. And I think, could that be him? ......No, doubt it. I'm afraid that I will never get over this. Were these past 9 months real? Will I have to endure this pain for the all the days of the rest of my life? I wish I had the guts to off myself. I am crushed. I'm not so sure that I am a better person or happier for having known you. "I'll just pretend to hug you until you get here." Where's my Fudge? Yuck. It's 11:27 there...are you sleeping? As much as I hate my job...can't complain about the benefits! I know! And we're off tomorrow! Yay! Please don't start with politics! I'm here...are you? Wow Nearly 5:00...what a waste of a day. Gawd this site is so amusing :) I'd like to go and stay. Him. Someone. Change of pace. Start over. Hate it here. How I long to be in the UK. Feeling very blah...so much to do...no will to do any of it. Or since when? Until what?

I love you and I accept all of your multiple identities, I enjoy the little games you play, don't be shy, you can let me in .I might be crazy too!

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