the guy i really really really really really like was at this parade i was at yesterday. i was telling my friend i really really wished he was there, and later i find out from his sister he was. and worse yet, he was sitting right across from me. i'm so blind. now my heart is filled with even more longing than it was before. i wanted to wear his sweatshirt so badly. i wanted to hold hands with him and put my head on his shoulder while we laid in the grass and watched the fireworks. and i wonder if he thinks about me as much as i think about him, which is 24/7.
